I'm in a really vulnerable mood or something lately?

It seems like I spend a good 70% of my time thinking about how bad I want to cuddle with someone, okay a male someone. It sucks. I spend so many nights hugging my pillow and crying, and I'm not a hormonal teenager either. I'm 22. All I want is to be in somebody's arms, which isn't an option. I don't think I've even hugged someone in months...I just have a lot of acquaintances, I guess, no one I have any emotional connection with. I don't know why I'm in such a vulnerable mood lately. I didn't used to be like this?I feel like it's going to lead me to do something dumb, though because while there's no guys offering hugs, there's plenty offering sex (oh yeah, I'm a virgin). Meh.